Oh, I had such a hard time today! Everyone was just a little emotional and on edge. I couldn't take it! At about 10:00, I had complete meltdown on the kitchen floor: crying, curled up in a ball. I have moments like these periodically, but emotionally, this is how I process things...as strange as that sounds.
I was having a hard time about 5 minutes into it. I had finally sat up, and I was sitting on the floor. I kept praying for Heavenly Father to let me know it was all going to be okay. Macey and I had had a love-hate relationship all morning.
After everything that had happened, my sweet, two-year old daughter, walked over to me, crouched in front of me, took her little pudgy finger, and she wiped away my tears. She told me it was going to be okay, and then she turned and sat on my lap. She just sat there! My boisterous little girl, who doesn't hold still for too many things, just sat on my lap until I calmed down. I couldn't kiss her enough or tell her that I love her enough!
Today I am so thankful for the spirited that prompted my little girl to let me know that we both had a Father in Heaven that loves us.
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